User: johnferguson

i have a family. my mom is dead. i went through therapy. i like music. it helps me heal myself and not hurt others. i've only had sex with one woman, my wife. i think most people are disappointing, so i avoid them. the ones i champion are the ones i keep close. i sometimes lie to people to avoid hurting their feelings, because i have a lot of judgments about them. i think this is residue from my fundamentalist christian upbringing. i deleted sentences from this bio because i felt they were too personal. i'm probably a lot like you. i have opinions that constantly change. what doesn't change is the existential crisis i face daily as i try to be a good father, a loving husband, a close friend, a gentle lover, an upbeat spirit. i will keep trying. i hope that people will stop worrying about other peoples judgments and start trying to connect to each other in viscerally real ways. i hope my child has an environment that is healthy. i hope that our types survive. i hope that i can meet you some day, and we can exchange hugs and feel more focused in our personal purpose.